Sunday, July 05, 2009

To post or not to post

I've decided, for those loyal friends who depend on my blog to see what's up with me, that I should post more often, even if I don't have anything exciting to say. I hesitate to post especially when the topic is my health. I know, I know, it's important, but most of the time I just don't like to dwell on it. However, I realized recently that not posting allows for all sorts of imagination games, so truth is better than nothing.

Update: Another bout in the hospital. This time without a certain diagnosis about the source of so much nausea and its accompanying side effects. Home now for 24 hours. Keeping a very strict detail of what I eat, when, and what happens next. I'm hoping it's just a matter of time--in other words, reintroducing foods ever so slowly and learning to avoid the ones that give me trouble. After all, I didn't eat anything for almost six weeks. But the nausea was worse than any flu I've ever experienced and I'll do just about anything to avoid it. And who knows, maybe I'll rediscover my thighs. (Sigh...is it a sin to have even a tiny bit of vanity at 50??)

3 comments:

Sabtis Designs said...

I don't think it's a sin at all. Everyone wants their outsides to represent their insides. I know I want my outer self to represent how I feel on the inside- vanity? no. Desire for complete communication of self yes :-) I love you- I will be sending all of my positive thoughts directly your way!! I AM pregnant by the way (I thought so!) :-) xoxoxoxo Estee

Emerson said...

I don't think it's a sin either...don't we need that little bit of confidence and really a lot of it comes from how we feel about ourselves.

I just got your message on Twitter, today. So I began an email I'll send to you later today.

We think of you so often! Our thoughts and best wishes are always with you!

Grammy said...

I wasn't really serious about asking if it was a sin. I'm sure it isn't. I was trying to be a bit funny.